"i miss you, kasey.

I got home tonight, and everything just... sucked.

well, while i was gone, aparently i missed "one hell of a party". Everybody smoked up all of the stuff i had left from fernando's xmas present, which was most of a half o. the only person that was decent enough to ask was dj. it just seems like everyone's avoiding me... it's a very shitty feeling. i'm not pissed about the drugs, it doesnt really matter. i just feel like i got kinda ripped off hard by people i should be able to trust. a VERY shitty feeling.

i really can't wait to have you here with me in a few months. it's sad, but youre the only real friend i have right now. i'm happy that you're sticking with me through everything that's happened, good and bad. it really means alot to me, and i just wanted you to know that. you're really a great person, and you can bet your ass i'm going to do everything i can to hold on to you. youre way too good to me not to. :)

even just typing this stupid thing out helped me cheer up. you do alot of good for my sanity level. :P"

I like to keep notes on here. simply cause I'm sappy and I like to save them.