I found Tool's newest album today and almost creamed myself! Maynard has once done it again. He's so fucking brilliant.
He wrote a song about what I've been trying to say about death!!! Jesus, I love this man!
The album is just fucking wonderful in every possible way. <3 I'm VERY ecstatic.
01 vicarious
[Eye on / I own] the TV
'cause tragedy thrills me
Whatever flavor
It happens to be
Like:
"Killed by the husband"
"Drowned by the ocean"
"Shot by his own son"
"She used the poison in his tea
[and / he] kissed [him / her] goodbye"
That's my kind of story
It's no fun til someone dies
Don't look me at like
I am a monster
Frown out your one face
But with the other
Stare like a junkie
Into the TV
Stare like a zombie
While the mother, holds her child
Watches him die
Hands to the sky cryin,
"Why, oh why?"
Cause I need to watch things die
From a distance
Vicariously, I
Live while the whole world dies
You all need it too - don't lie.
Why can't we just admit it?
Why can't we just admit it?
We won't give pause until the blood is flowin'
Neither the brave nor bold
Will write us the story so
We won't give pause until the blood is flowin'
I need to watch things die
From a good safe distance
Vicariously, I
Live while the whole world dies
You all feel the same so
Why can't we just admit it?
Blood like rain fallin' down
[Drown on grave and ground / ?? grave ??]
Part vampire
Part warrior
Carnivore and voyeur
Still have the
[transmittal, sing / transmitter, sing / trance, mental sync]
to the death rattle
La, la, la, la, la, la, la-lie (x4)
[Incredulous / Credulous] at best
Your desire to believe in
Angels in the hearts of men.
But pull your head on out
[Your head please / ??] and give a listen
Shouldn't have to say it all again
The universe is hostile
So impersonal
Devour to survive
So it is, so it's always been ...
We all feed on tragedy
It's like blood to a vampire
Vicariously, I
Live while the whole world dies
Much better you than I
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7:13 PM
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lookie what S made me. :D
S: i would fucking kill 3 ninjas with a pirate sword and a q-tip to even hang out with u
S: pirate-lawyers, even
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Monday, May 01, 2006
I've worked 3 midnights in a row, plus I pulled a double shift today. I'm off for a few days though. Right now, Will and I are playing Ps2 and getting drunk.
My blogs seem like nothing but bitching lately. I guess I need to stop being so pessimistic about things.
Anyway, I get paid tomorrow and I'm going to get some new games and this Graphic novel that I've been dying to read. Plus I wanted to get some more C. Jung, So far I like his theories, even though he still seems kind of basic.
I've been wanting to tell Nick about "S". What a stupid ass thought, right? The truth won't set me free...it will just leave me single..I do love Nick. I just can't edplain what has happened between us. Everything has changed and it feels like a real relationship, for once.
I'm pretty drunk, right now
