Miss Chaos

  • 24 yrs old
  • I'm a new mother to a 6 month old boy
  • I like to rant
  • I like conspiracy theories and parapsychology
  • I'm addicted to World of warcraft
  • I work at a women's shelter as a Family life Consoler
  • I like midnight runs around the neighborhood
  • I spend most of my free time with my family
  • My favorite colrs are yellow green and pink
  • I'm a Libra
  • I eat when I'm bored
  • I collect classic literature
  • I hate hilary clinton, liars and christians


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    Yahoo: zero_doll999

    Playlist at the moment.

    Mood.

    unstimulated

    expressions




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    Justin
    MySpace
    Penny arcade comics

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  • Monday, November 19, 2007

    Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

    Why can't you just hate me? make it so much easier, just tell me that I'm a horrible person and break me in pieces.
    I NEED IT.
    I feel terrible doing this to you, staring at your face and remembering everything you've done for me. I dreamed of you, and begged any god to help me get a decent guy...someone who loved me truly...I promised i wouldn't screw it up.
    but I did
    I'm so sorry. God, I hate it when you're right..
    I'll never be happy, until I find myself..I cause my own misery and misfortune.

    Nick, I ruined everything.