Kasey,
I have a lot of things on my mind today, and I’ve been writing this for you in my head all day. I’m quite possibly one of the luckiest guys in the world. For some reason, you like me.
I just wanted to let you know that I do appreciate you. That’s one thing you won’t have to worry about with me; I’ll be too busy wondering why you like me so much I won’t have time to take you for granted. You really are an awesome girl, and every day I get to see it more and more. Not only are you kind, thoughtful, and intelligent, but you are also strong willed, assertive, and, let’s not forget to mention, drop dead gorgeous. I love you to death.
I don’t expect you to trust me, but just give me a chance to regain it. I lied to you, and I also broke a promise. You act like it’s not that big of a deal, but I know it is. Dania did the same thing to me, so I know how terrible you must feel right now. You are saving yourself for someone who can’t return the favor. I’m very disappointed in myself, and I wish I could be a stronger person for you. I just hope in the future I can earn your trust back and make you proud of me.
I can’t wait till one day we can be together. It’s going to be a new experience for me (well, in all honesty it already is), and I hope I can live up to your expectations. I’m not used to being forgiven, and having someone who loves me as much as you do. Hopefully I can be worth your while, and be the supportive boyfriend that you need and deserve.
I’ve changed a lot since you first met me. I’ve gradated from school, gotten a real job, and found and obtained my own apartment. I feel like I’ve matured and am more of an adult now than I was then. Having you there made the hard times easier, and the easy time much more enjoyable. I’m still a goofy sappy guy, but that’s just who I am, and I love that you accept me that way. Be patient with me, that’s all I ask.
With deepest love,
Steve