It's 2 in the morning and I have to get up at 8am.
I have to sit in during a family session today, Amanda is showing me how to communicate without voicing my opinion (Boy, did I chose the wrong profession)

I can't sleep, too much on my mind. being a grown up really does suck, I thought it would be nice to be free from Nick and his parents. I mean IT IS! but I just miss having him around, even though Nick is absolutely infuriating at times he's still my best friend.

I miss Steve too. It would be nice if I could stop thinking about him for a little while. The problem is, everything makes me think of him. My shampoo, the soap I use, The video games I play, the music I listen to.
It's driving me crazy. It would be so much easier if he was just a sexual interest, but having sex with your best friend of 3.7 years complicates things. Don't get me wrong, I wanted Steve from the start. Now that I can finally have him, it's a fucking tease that he's 9 hours away.
no one said it will be easy, but I don't understand why it has to be so hard.