I'm pretty lonely right now, I could use a friend to talk to.
The shock of not having Nick around lingers for a few days, and causes immense loneliness. That happens with a long distance relationship though.

Today, I was looking at some of my old paintings in the basement and realized it has been a while since I've painted. I need new paint and brushes though....But I would still like to get back into it. Freud said to paint while angry or upset. You close your eyes, envision the shapes and other formations in your mind, and just slap it on there. Not only is it therapeutic but it has a very artistic outcome. Which you can already tell that's what most modern artists use.